maybe its cos yesterday i put the piggy as my handphone wallpaper. when i put the piggy wallpaper, its only cos i wish the pigs will bring me luck in mahjong. but somehow, i guess its bcos of this, that i dreamt of you last night. its a dream that warms my heart. i am out with my friends. watching my friends played games. i sat behind them and watched. suddenly you appeared and sat next to me. naturally i just slacked against your shoulders and chatted happily. bros saw us and came over speak to you. i inched away cos i know you dont want bros know about our still-meeting-each-other-secretly issue. yet you pulled me close to you in front of them. "oh well, what can i do?" i was thinking. not long later, you all left.
not sure what happened, the dream changes to a setting whereby im with the bros. they gave me a chinese newspaper to read. they make me read a particular article which shocks me. the article was about a guy publishing in newspaper apologising to the girl he loves for the way he treated her and never cherished her. he asked for another chance to prove himself and that this time he wun be scared off by his parents. the guy who wrote this article is you, Chin Wei Tat. i was shock. super shock by the article. bros all ask me to trust in you and gave us another chance.
this dream warms my heart deeply. but it is afterall, just a dream. it will never come true. close to two months, we never attempted to contact each other after chinese new year passed. we started working. you started inching away from bros. you blocked me in msn. i no longer put you in a special group at msn. i still once in a blue moon check events for your login. but i never once see you online. the strong feelings i used to have are all gone. i look upon you as a beautiful memories. thats it. this is the ending.
| a simple me. 3:54 PM
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