your msn nick have been putting "whole body pain" for weeks. then your personal msg was "can someone help me massage for FREE and LONG?" i assume it was for me. so i just pm you and tell you to please take care of yourself. told you when i dont have sch. end up? get shoot by you. say i am a need to you. a need to satisfy your sexual need nia. then say that after you go in to ns i can go around seducing people with my BREASTS. do you know how mad i am when you said that? ji tao shoot you back. and said that i was freaking wrong to think your personal msg was to me. you then pm me back and said it was really there for me to see. that you are trying to control yourself not to meet me. if thats the case, then why the hell you put that personal msg? you know that i see it will pm you de. then i pm you le then you said such hurtful words. everytime say you dont mean it. everytime say you dunno anything. that you are dumb. you think these excuse can bring away the pain you cause me meh? CANNOT LORSH. THE TEARS JUST ROLL DOWN WHEN YOU SAID I CAN GO SEDUCE PEOPLE TO FIND GF.
today you appeared at my doorstep without a word. you hugged me first but this time the feeling is totally gone. i dun feel that you love me anymore. i dun feel that you are there cos you miss me. i really feel that its bcos of sex thats why you find me. after you shoot, you went washing up. come back, i just hug you tight. you didnt say a word. you ACTUALLY PUSH MY HANDS AWAY FROM YOUR WAIST. thanks a lot. i really wanna cry on the spot. but i didnt. i just walk out, took key and open door for you. out you go. didnt turn to look at me. didnt say goodbye. i slammed my door shut and broke down and cried on the spot for 10minutes.
whats the meaning of this?? are you doing everything course you wanna push me away and forget you? or is it because your heart has really stop loving me? i cant feel anything liaos. i really dunno what the hell you are thinking of anymore. never see you for two months. then you this way. i regret meeting you. i shall not, i must not let you come find me anymore. i shall just leave it as it is. 谢谢你所给又带走的一结。
| a simple me. 9:21 PM
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