the other time you suddenly went back to indonesia i know something is wrong. but you didnt tell me why. i finally know liao. its cause your grandma fallen sick. she is now in singapore. i dont understand why didnt you tell me. afterall i know her. i just wish to know thats all. so its once again i misunderstand you. no wonder nowadays you hardly online or just online a while nia. its because you have been going hospital accompany her. i wish i could be by your side through this period. but there isnt a chance to. i can only lend you my moral support and hope you will be able to feel it and know that i am always here for you no matter what happen. you must take care of your health alright? i dont wish to add on to your problems. so i shall keep my distance meanwhile. just wish that you are fine. thats all. anything just sms me. always here for you! 爱你一辈子维达！
| a simple me. 9:25 PM
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
35th day. never have any private moments with you since 35 days ago. neither did we chatted in msn or sms. all i can to do is see you in funland. but even that... it already 15 days since i last saw you. "old things dun go new ones wont come" you yourself said this. so does this mean 2007 there will no longer any contact between the two of us? i have no idea. but i decided. really made up my mind this time. i wont initate contact with you anymore. the only time i will speak to you will be the day you go army. if you decided not to come find me anymore, i will also let it be. neither will i ask bros about your info. let this year be a fresh start for all of us bah.
perhaps you love me once a few years ago. perhaps you were really mad at corliss and baby for bullying me. perhaps you really care and love me the deepest. but i believe, all this is the past. you have left me and moved on. i no longer have a place in your heart. you said two months ago you still have feelings for me but i feel its because i keep bugging you thats why you said them to make me happy. and in order to get what you want. thats what you want me to think of you anyway right? then i will. take care. 童话里的故事都是骗人的。你不可能是我的王子。对不起，我爱你维达。再见！
| a simple me. 9:21 PM
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