its been 26 days since we were last together; since i last hugged and kissed you; since i last was able to be super close to you. have you realise how long its been? what if back then i didnt skipped my test for you? would it mean the time we apart will be 1+ mth? i have no idea. these 26 days... no sms nor any other way of contact from you. saw you at fl nia. sure, i did caught you looking at me. but thats about it. what am i supposed to think of all these? you got your friends so wun feel lonely so dun need me? have you really treated me like a sex toy? when you dont need me liao just throw me aside and neglect me? it really seems so to me. haix. why this way?
past two days was at genting highlands. do you know how frequent i thought of you? maybe its because i only had travelled with you before thus i think of you. but i seriously dun think that was the case. i rmbred when i was cold, you hold me close to me. always walking side by side. the conversations we had while looking at certain things. late at night you sleeping besides me. first person wake up to see was you. morning kisses and everything. bathing the fun we had. so much memories with you. i really miss you a lot. do you feel the same way? or had you really stop loving me? so many things you said and the lies. i know i should trust your words if i truly love you but your actions? it proved otherwise. 2007 coming as of tomorrow. will we still meet? or has the end come? i have no idea. im scared of the future.
| a simple me. 2:55 PM
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