i have a hard time falling asleep since last week. i didnt know why so but today i finally found the reason. the not-being-able-to-fall-asleep reason is an idication something gonna happen. bad de obviously. i found out just by opening my mouth ask. that idiotic guy blocked me from msn. usually the response would be, block jiu block nor. but thanks to my menses, i broke down like hell. criED. angriED. disappointED. a lot of feelings larsh. thot go meet jj can dun think about it. who knows that EGGTART came down fl. and keep openly looked at my direction. i knew it. but i purposely flirt with the guys in revenge. i dun care. damn freaking mad at him now. haix. bu zhi dao larsh.
thought i had succeedED pushing him to deep deep behind in my memories. but the facts lie out right now is im back to square one. its been 3 months 16 days. how long more before i can stand up again? i already made up my mind and decide on certain things liao. since he is acting this way right now, its the best time to carry out my plan i guess. hope i can do it. til then, i will most probably in depression still >.<
| a simple me. 11:37 PM
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