its so weird and so coincidence nor. you blocked me form msn for more than 10+days. i only realised it on wednesday itself. and i had been going fl so regularly yet you never did came down. until i realised you blocked me and was mad with you, you appeared at fl. i avoided your looks this and that. at the end of the day, you unblocked me willingly. and it seems like you did not know before seeing you at fl i already know you blocked me. dots never mind. so as usual i approached you first and shoot you in msn. all you could say was sorry. its my fault -.- you played with your charm and worked on my heart to forgive you. we chatted like normal again. and you asked me pon tang sch for you. i did. and we met up.
you smsed me at 630am asking me if my dad has gone for work. i said yes and you told me ok, you going back to sleep for an hour. felt so dot nor. nvm i go back to koon. less than half hour later a sms from you came. you asked me open door and voila! you appear. i was surprised by you once more. i kept my promise to you. i didnt argued with you over the blocking thing. had a great and cosy time with you. cheers! thought you will pon tang sch for me but you didnt. oh well.
anyway its just so funny and coincident that the day i realise you blocked me is the day i finally see you again and that the day you decided to unblock me and the day that you wanna spend time with me. all this happened within 12hours upon me knowing you blocked me. xin ling xiang tong? i dunno. nvm. still very happy. and i know im still deeply in love with you. oh well... shall not care and let it remain a fact bah. its better this way =D~
| a simple me. 4:18 PM
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
i have a hard time falling asleep since last week. i didnt know why so but today i finally found the reason. the not-being-able-to-fall-asleep reason is an idication something gonna happen. bad de obviously. i found out just by opening my mouth ask. that idiotic guy blocked me from msn. usually the response would be, block jiu block nor. but thanks to my menses, i broke down like hell. criED. angriED. disappointED. a lot of feelings larsh. thot go meet jj can dun think about it. who knows that EGGTART came down fl. and keep openly looked at my direction. i knew it. but i purposely flirt with the guys in revenge. i dun care. damn freaking mad at him now. haix. bu zhi dao larsh.
thought i had succeedED pushing him to deep deep behind in my memories. but the facts lie out right now is im back to square one. its been 3 months 16 days. how long more before i can stand up again? i already made up my mind and decide on certain things liao. since he is acting this way right now, its the best time to carry out my plan i guess. hope i can do it. til then, i will most probably in depression still >.<
| a simple me. 11:37 PM
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