you came back from indo on 4 oct. didnt bother to sms me til 6 oct and asked if i was working. i never reply you. you didnt bother sms again. then saw you at fl outside playing fireworks so happily. wrote you an email scolded you. the next day you came over to my house unvited. i kept saying you. yet all you gave was excuses or avoided my topic. all just because you want the SEX. thus you were so kind to give me all i want without my asking. as usual, once you got the thing, you left my house within minutes using your parents as excuse.
even tho i gave you wad you want that day, im still angry at you. as if it isnt enuff, i got additional information that you sent someone to spy me and hope that i will fall for that person. my whole world crumples upon hearing that. what is the meaning of all this? why have you become such a devious person? so heartless. make used of me and others. i really wanna trust my instinct that you still love me. but the evidence.. it really doesnt add up.
your brother messed with your gf behind your back. yet you can forgive him and be BEST FREN with him. i thought your anger at him lasted so long was because you really love me. but now? im no longer sure. it seems you are just mad at being made a cuckold. end of topic.
i feel so lost. i really dunno what to say liao. to stay or leave. apparently, im the one in control of this right now. i know if this drags on, it wun do any of us any good at all. plus your mum knows about corliss thing WHICH YOU DIDNT TELL ME. no wonder you said our patch rate is 0%. got people say that you may get depression from this matter. the only way for you not to end up with that is i disappear. how? so confused now. i so in need of a break. the truth hurts. hate or love.. im hanging by a thread. HAIS!
| a simple me. 6:23 PM
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