mad at you. disappointed with you. you went indonesia for TWO days liao. you didnt sms me a single time. you didnt even tell me you went indonesia. true. i saw it on msn. i hear it from people. but so wad??? i want YOU to tell me yourself. i dun wan it to be hearsay. do you understand that? apparently not. have been doing some thinking again recently. these few days you not around i really do miss you. but the way you treating me.. it really hurts. true. i willingly deliver myself to you. but you KNOW that i still love you. yet you still this way. i cant help but think you are making use of me. each time sms me is cos you wan dirty chat. even ask me buy ppc for you. so crap nor. yet when i meet up with you, you still give me the feeling that you love me. why is it so? i really have no idea. then its so freaking obvious you still see porn nor. got people tell me lorsh. come on man Tat. we are NOT steads liao. you want see porn go ahead. wad for lie YOU NEVER? damn idioitic lo. as if i can control you now. as if i got the right to say you. honesty is all i ask from you. such small things you also can lie. then wad about if you still love me? that time your answer was no. then after ch thing change to yes. your words and your actions are very contradicting. i do not know what to believe. my heart and the reality doesnt match up. im so lost. if only you aint this way... all i know is im gonna ignore you for a week after you come back. i dun care. im super mad now. if you were to go away and stop contacting me just cos i ignore you for a week, then i guess i was wrong about you. praying hard it wun be that way. sighs.
| a simple me. 2:31 PM
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