yesterday went to celebrate with chunfa and you all for his birthday. i didnt speak a word to you but keep peeking at you. each time our eyes met, your face is not happy like that so i quickly turned away. was quite happy when you backed me up when i said the kbox attendent =D~ you didnt speak to me anymore after that. oh well. reached home. on com. waited 10min for you to online. but you didnt. so i went off to bed.
was about to sleep. then your sms came! i can see you were jealous over chunfa cos we were together almost all the time ytd. so i said you why dun wan admit got feelings for me. then u attituded me. in moment of anger, i told you my menses haven come. then you asked me what will i do. i said i wanna use that to make you be my hubby even if you dun love me anymore. then u said i never consider your feelings. so we quarrelled. hais. dui bu qi. i didnt wanna threaten you or cause you sleepless nights de. but you know me. very sensitive. you attitude me then i sure say things i dun mean without thinking de.
hope my menses will come soon. then we will both be able to sleep peacefully. and maybe still can even meet up. may the gods above look after us and give us his blessings. i really need it now =\ at first at work i dun think of u de. but now, even when working, you are also on my mind liaos. hais. miss you dearly!
| a simple me. 8:18 PM
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