damn freaking irritated once more. i dunno what happened yesterday at bbq. no one wanna tell me the truth. all say nothing to do with me. craps nor. and you. for the umpteen time, you told me you wish to start afresh and dun wanna drag on with me anymore. what the hell is this? had your fun then leave me alone? break my heart so many times and make use of me so many times then just shake your butt and say i am just a hi-bye friend to you as of now. so you are playing with my heart la. JERK! i was wrong. dun i deserve a new chance? why must resort to this kind of ending? you really think leaving me will bring away all the memories ah? childish and naive thinking! i can tell you now then no matter what, you are just avoiding!! its not gonna make the matter go away! my heart... you broke it again and again. im really tired. its time to say goodbye perhaps. but i really dun belive you are so ruthless nor. hais. dunno la. tearful night once more. cold and lonely days ahead now is all i could see now. i wish you all the best.
| a simple me. 11:08 PM
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