it took me a lot of courage to go down funland today. when i reached funland, i looked around. i didnt see you at all. but i saw soon weng. so i knew you will come down. i was thinking if i should stay or leave. finally, i decide to stay. when you first stepped in, xiaoyan told me she saw you. i pretended i didnt hear. i wanted so much to turn and see you face to face. but im so scared that you will give me a black face. so i didnt. i waited for you to walk past me before i finally see your back view. my heart stops beating for a moment, then it races faster. haiz. you still have that kind of effect on me. you came in, i decided to walk out. but i couldnt help myself. ten minutes later i turned back in, pretending to chat with kelvin so happily when deep inside i just wished for a slight of you. you sat at the football machine just one seat away. but all i can see is your side view >.< argh! qi si wo le! anyway, you seem to really put on a lot of weight nor. see ur back view and face like bigger liao. haiyo, you ah. wanna sms tell you to lose weight de. but its like, im a nobody to you. so who am i to say you? aiya dunno larsh. all i know is, you no longer belongs to me. you seem to be serious about putting me down and having a fresh start. so wad am can i say? its gonna be yet another long night. hais.
| a simple me. 1:30 AM
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