how have you been my dear friend? it seems like so long since we last chatted. the last we talked.. was when i asked if you want FIR new album. you said you have it already. then we ended the chat there. the weekends are the hardest to pass for me. cos theres basically nothing to keep myself occupied with. its always end up im there sitting and staring into space thinking about you. but it seems to me, weekends are the happiest time for you. cos weekends you will be out with brothers to play. you have got them for company. i have but only hamtaro, zhu nao and winnie to be my friends. how did things go so wrong? forbidden love hurts the most. its the hardest thing i ever have to do. to put on a brave front. to control myself from sms-ing you when i miss you like crazy. to pretend that i dont care about where you are and why you aint home yet at 1am. do you know that im struggling hard? no matter what, i wish you happiness. anything sms me pls. im here waiting as always. you will NEVER be replaced.
| a simple me. 11:30 AM
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