i wish so badly that you told me yourself that day we break up that is because you had fallen for another girl. if you had told me that, i would let you go without a fight de. told you so many times liao. like else one just tell me. i will accept it de. cos i know if you like someone else will definitely be easier than loving me. cos i do is bring u bad memories i know.
but as usual, you didnt tell me. you let me find out myself. this hurts me more than you realise. two years together. ask you go out gaigai or watch movie is a torture to you. yet you yourself jio her out to movie n offer go with her to chinatown. buy n treat her food. were you ever so nice to me? nope. can see you like her alot. hais. almost email you last nite n scold you but i manage to control myself.
so much things i wish to say to u. yet its so hard to say them all out cos you wun listen. you go stanley's house T.T he put the curse on you de rmbr ma? you still bring yourself back there. just cos the girl was there. aiyo, dunno wad u thinking la. the distance between us has really grown apart a lot. i dunno how to reach out to you anymore cos u shut me out of your life.
i shall let you go as u wish. cos i wan to see your smiles not your frowns. i wun bother try to communicate with you. maybe once a week or once a blue moon. see how ba. take care Wei Tat. im right here waiting.
| a simple me. 10:26 AM
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