is it you or is it me? why owaz from happy must til quarrel de? ii reli dun understand xia. wad u thinking? wad im thinking? hao xin wanna clock for u. juz say u a bit. then u like that. its owaz this way. just freaking spoil my mood. was looking forward to going ur hse. now? doesnt seem so. haiz. why ah why ah. together got problem. apart oso got problem. its so xin ku at times. tell me. wad should i do to make u happy? u will ans dun small things jiu attitude u. which is like, even if i dun attitude u, my heart will not feel good oso de nor. n its oso u who says anything must say out. i say liao? zzz. will go mad soon if u r owaz this way. if this thing dun solve, it will happen again de. dun make it happen til i dun wanna tok to u k? cos i love u lots n cant afford not to have u. pls understand this hao ma? ii onli wan u ii promise. but u r hurting me by ur actions n ur behavior. ii wan us happy together not sad. im sure u too oso rite? so lets us both not be so stubborn. hope nothin will happen when ii ltr go over *cross fingers*
| a simple me. 3:18 PM
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
wei shen mo ah wei shen mo. every wkend we oso must quarrel. i seriously dun think its cos of ice lo. its more cos of our different opionons ba. u think ice ish a ok guy n dun mind him sticking along with us. whereas i see him as a lightbulb n has a big fat attitude proble. stick with us a few hours i dun mind la. its frm sat nite til sun nite. as in more than 24hours he ish by our side. which girl will be happy? if the one sticking with us ish like weihao they all i dun mind cos they ez to get along. but ice isnt lo. he's forever shooting me. n never once u stand up for me. why why why? im ur girl leii. haiz. u like to say u dun understand wad im thinking. but have u once stand in my shoes? i oreadi compromise say a few hours nvm. u dun wish to listen n wan as long as he wants. wth nor.
dunno la. next sat shd be no problem le ba. since i will be with my mum celebrate my bdae early n sun will be with my aunt. but my bdae is on sat too. will this espiode repeats itself? 1st year my bdae u unhappy over ice oso. then reach amk central u walked away n refused to ans my calls nor sms so i spent the day crying. 2nd year u didnt saw me at fl nv pei me nv say happy bdae. nth at all. onc ethe clock strike 12am 2/7/05 u sms me say me very happy without u by my side blah. end up quarreling oso. this year how will it be? goodness knows T.T
| a simple me. 10:16 PM
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
woah. time passes so fast. ii wanna blog past few days de. but there never seem to time to blog. hahas. i oso dunno why. anyway on 12 june itself, we nv celebrate our 2 yrs anniversary wor. cos u 6 then finish. then lastest time for movie ish 7pm. then change to thur instead. thur i whole day didnt go sch. instead, i stay at home wait for u to online then chat a while before we meet up go bishan.
we reached at 230pm wor. then cannot go into buffet yet. so we juz walked around the ntuc. LOL! we keep looking at the bread ah this n that. compared wad we like to eat n blah. got many things in common xia =D thats gd. finally its 3pm. go in makan sakae sushi! so dumb the both of us.. dunno if its eat too fast or wad. we 4pm jiu too full n come out liao. hahas. i love the mochi! can we go buy more next time dear? x)
friday nite we had a small quarrel or wadever u call that. we saw that asshole n weng didnt offer to treat u to dota. then dunno wad got over u. oso mad at me. ltr when reach hm u tell me earlier u onli had the word "SI" on ur mind. WTH nor. hear liaos so scare for u. haiz. can u pls dun do anything silly? anything can tell me de ma. y u even push me away? im the closest to u not counting ur family leii. it hurts to knw im not someone u willing to let u share ur woes with >.<
anyway ytd ish saturday. we went to ur cousin anna's house moving buffet. the house pretty small. smaller than ur house. but for 2 prsn staying there onli i guess its ok ba. at first i feel i overdress. then ltr see other guests arrive, i feel nth liao. but one thing ish, all of them very slim n no tummy de. i see lerr so jealous n keep trying to hide my tummy. haiz. how to get rid of my tummy? sobsob. oh ya, i love ur niece xia. so cute n so fun to play with. hahas. hope she will go ur hse soon x)
actually hor, see th babies hor, i got think abt if nv abort, our baby will oreadi be 5mths old inside my body.. can even knw wad sex it ish.. but.. haiz. then that time i got dream that i pregnant. ppl said dreams are the opp of reality. does it means i wun pregnant again? T.T hao xian mu nan those maried couples n have child of their own.. wish we could be like them. or well... still a long way =(
| a simple me. 11:57 PM
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Monday, June 12, 2006
lalala!~ today ish our 2 years anniversary liao lerr wor! i cant believe its 2 years liao. looking back n thinking about the past, we went thru so much together. small things like jealousy & even big things like xxxx gone we had gone thru them successfully. it seems like a dream. finally we r tgt everyday n smsing n having late nite phone calls n going out tgt. watch movies n gai gai. even go beach!! even tho its at indo but hahas, still counted la. n of cos not 4getting taking many pics!!
i feel so blessed to have u by my side u knw ma? true, we still has ocassional quarrels thx to my stubborn-ness n attitude. but now we can owaz solve them by the end of the day. dun have quarrels that we dun settle overnight de. its gd having u by my side. but i kinda get the idea why u dun wan me stick to u owaz liaos. cos i will feel neglect when u with them n a bit bored. thus the attitude. im sry.
lets put aside the unhappy things n juz stay happy hao ma? ytd when quarrel with u. i saw the pics in my hp. we were smiling so happily then! so close n so xin fu de pictures!! i reli hope we can remain this way thru the rest of our lives or even better than that. cos u r all that i ever wanted n needed. with u by my side, i have nth to fear ii know =)
ltr we gonna watch movie!! watch "Cars"!! hehe! long time since the 2 of us alone. wonder how will it be? =D~ oso thinking of where to eat dinner.. i dunno leii >.<~ ytd ate pasta mania liaos. maybe today juz simple dinner ba. dun wan u spend so much u see. i still thinking when to gib u the present. i thinking of wait til after dinner n movie leii. hahas. arbo when u send me home. hehes. wanna see ur expression. i do until 2+ leii. dunno if euu will like it anot tho =( skali u say like but inside feel not nice how? scare scare >.< nvm i did my best lerr. juz cross my fingers n wished for the best!!
5 hours to seeing u! lalala! i love u n muackies for u onli!! huggies!
| a simple me. 1:19 PM
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
can ii cry? hais. last nite u chose to slp when im by ur side. so be it. i initately complain but after that its me who ask u to go slp. n u slp. even when i left u slping. no sms no nth. nvm. morning called u wake up as usual. u asked me call back at a ltr time. then u wake up urself. fines. its ok with me too. then u reach sch smsing me. i tranferring files as sms u. of cos reply slower a bit. then u mistake i dun wan sms u. which isnt true. i tried explained but u rather slp. u decide it urself. wadever. im not gonna sms u til u sms me. i dun care liaos. u can attitude me so can i do that. regretted leaving that reminder on ur hp. even if u see, oso sure delete it n wun say anything de. wadever. do as u wish. as if i will care. owaz only think abt urself 1st. where does that leave me? u wan wad i gib wad. when i ask for sumtin, i must still beg to get it. wads this? fair to me ma? to think i wanan lose weight cos of u n stayed up at nite trying to think of the perfect gift for our 2nd year anniversary. doubt u appreciate. do the stars n thats it. u not gonna get anything else from me liao. hurmph!
| a simple me. 10:00 AM
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
im feeling vexed again. just quarrelled with u. again my fault. go say about dun let u talk to jj blah. then u raise ur voice say me. not first time lei. almost like that for the past 1+ years. y? y? WHY!!! i dun uds wad u thinking. i reli dun man. y u so sensitive whenever i mention her? u still got feelings for her is it? n y the hell my brain so freaking sensitive? like jumping to conclusion. fook myself la. damnit! hais. just feeling damn down now. n u aint exactly comforting me. more like quarrel with me. guess i bo pian again. must act happy n let the topic pass.
anyway, 11 days to our 2 year anniversary. was actually quite happy de but... i shall zip abt that topic. folding 512 stars for him. 4 different size. thinking of write 512 notes oso. but is print out de of cos. LOL! haven decide put wad box n give wad else. maybe give the ring ba. n buy converse slipper. see how nor. hope things will turn back to normal soon. both of us r acting happy now i knw. oh well... there's always up and down i guess *shrugs*
| a simple me. 9:22 AM
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