its been 2 days. 2 days that euu n godma quarreled. partly cos of mie. cos ii was hungry but godma asked mie go dwn bishan. didnt wanna tell her or ltr she get the wrong idea ii dun wanna pei her. so ii kept quiet n juz folo her. euu n ii was smsing all the while. she get the idea that euu dun like me with her. then when back at ur hse, quarreled over this. saw euu cried 4 the 3rd time. euu looked so mad. so upset. so everything. it hurts me to see euu this way. yet thats nth ii can do besides staying by ur side. ii feel so helpess. 4 the 1st time, euu were mad til nv sae a single word 2 me for THREE hours. so sad.. but ii controlled myself n did not cry. after that things were fine b/w euu n me again.
but 2 days liao. euu n her still at loggerheads. she didnt reply my sms. while ur nick still scolding her. n euu warn me NOT n DUN sms her or find her again. unless she sms me. T.T this makes me feel so guilty.. so feel that im the cause of this quarrel. so ii asked euu face to face if euu regret wad happened n if given a choice to go back to the past, will euu still say those words. euu told me yes n that its not totally cos of me that things were these ways. its cos euu cant take her ap. was happy n relieved when heard that. but ii cant help but still feel a bit afraid. all ur relatives n even ur po po listen n scare of her. if she go n bad mouth us how? euu werent afraid ii know. but still, im scare they sae im the cos of ur rebellion =(
speaking of that, ii was talking to Hao ytd. he actually said he is happy that euu rebelled. n that its a gd thing. wth xia. he asked me to go n think abt y he said that. seriously im not sure wad Hao is trying to say. the only thing ii can think of is that euu had finally placed mie on top of ur priority list. euu used to tell me godma n ur parents come 1st. but thru this incident, ii feel euu r loving me more n more each day n reli wanna stick with mie. other than this, ii reli cant see any other gd things.
still, im happy. very glad that euu stand out for mie n not let others just hurl insults at me. compared to the abortion issue, euu r much better. cos back then, when they said ii bad girl n led euu the wrong way, euu just diam. neither did euu admit euu were wrong n that euu were the one who wanted it. euu just let them said me all the way n make me cried so bad n feel so disappointed in euu. but things r oh so different now. euu r SO on my side. n im loving every moment of this. in ur arms is where ii belong. ii never been more sure than this. wo ai ni Chin Wei Tat. euu can never run away from me!! =D
| a simple me. 8:18 AM
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