if only yoo understand how ii feel. if only yoo think abt my feelings. hais. i oso dunno wad got over me. feeling so sick past few days.. yet yoo can choose games over me. lets take last night for example. yoo wake up at 12+. never even pm me. sms yoo take so long to reply. then after that i tio dc. yoo went to play dota never inform me. yoo said yoo did but i dc.then k lo. wad can i say? ii reli dc ma so i let it past.
then ltr go ur hse. 1st thing is u not by my side. i sit rite of the room. u sat left of the room. >.<~ nvm suan lerr. at least u in same wrong can see u. then come 10pm. ya la. watch fns ur tv then go inside room play ur ms la. leave me outside. ii said u. yoo said, "see la. u again liktt liao". i ji tao walk out lo n u never said a thing. pek chek nor. when u started to show concern too late liao. i oreadi cried. they saw somemore. =( both asked me wad happened. ii juz diam. reach home liao then tell godma. godma oso said cannot be helped cos guys r this way. T.T
last time de yoo everything oso dun wan sae. now de ni tell me all u thinking n feeling. i know ii shd feel happy. but i cant helped but feel a little frustrated. cos ii realise ur thots r so contradicting. when i never keep sms yoo, yoo will complain. then when ii keep sms u, u will not reply. say sry ar, i busy. when cannot pei u, u say sad sad n siansation. when ii by ur side, u will play game or pei bros. diaos nor. so lost. can u pls make up ur mind wad u wan me to do?
yoo are not the only one scare. i oso scare u turn to old u nor. true, ur family may like me n accept me liao. but U r the one im gonna spend with for the rest of my life. if ya gonna treat me this way, ii will keep anyhow think de nor. not as if u dunno how sensitive i am. so ii reli hope b4 u do things, take into consideration my feelings. cos ii love yoo lots n dun wish to lose yoo again. zhu tou harts zhu nao 184!
| a simple me. 8:38 AM
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