This coming Sat godma n ur mum bringing me go see doc for a checkup to see if I pregnant anot. Kinda frightened now despite the fact u said u did shoot in. still bu fang xin nor. Wad if reli somehow suay got pregnant again? Then u n I sure no more chance liao lorsh. I dun wan that to happen. Asked ur mum if allowed us still together. She said wait til after the visit to clinic then sae. Hais oh well. Keeping my fingers crossed. As for godma, think she had cooled down liao. She said dun mind me calling her godma n still ask after me and initated meet up with me. So now left ur mum problem =(
I realise I dun understand u as well as I thot I did. Last night we quarrel twice in just a short one n a half hour. First is over meeting up. U agreed with godma that there isn’t a need to meet up everyday for a normal couple. U feel that we everyday meet up is more like husband n wife the type of caring. U feel meeting up wasn’t dating. U feel meeting up for just two hours everyday is nth n might as well don’t meet up. Why? I don’t understand why ur thinking this way.
To me, u r a need and a want nor. I feel its necessary to meet up more often n spend more time together. Reason being I dun wanna be left out in ur activites and days ni ming bai ma? I feel meeting up for a few hours a day is much better than not meeting for a long period of time. I agree dating isn’t going ur house and fl. But come on la. U think urself nor. Ask u go out watch movie or go beach u owaz say dun wan. Lazy. Wad can I say? Of cuz end up just staying in amk area la.
Second thing we quarrel abt is u complained and are upset that I didn’t contact u ytd when u were out at fl. U said u were waiting for my sms whole nite but nv did a sms frm me appear. U said the day b4 u nv bring hp out I angry like siao cuz cant contact u. then nowu bring hp out I dun even contact u then u very upset + angry. But did u ever think? I owaz feel u put bros ahead of me despite all that u sae. It seems like u at fl so happi w/o me. I was waiting for a sms frm u while vice versa. In this manner, no one will find each other de nor. Even if I sms u 1st, u dunno wad to reply u will just not reply. Then will give me the impression u mai sms me that’s y I will stop sms-ing u.
Hais. So big a miscommunication nor. Didn’t knw u felt this way. U never wanted to sae anything in the past n I dun like that. Now that u told me everything. I tried to explain but u cant see my point. U can only think of ur own thots. Then wad can I do? It reli hurts to see us this way. Now wad period liao? We cant afford to fall out with each other again. If we do, it will be easier for ur parents to break us up le u knw anot? Cant we just compromise? Dunno la. >.<~
| a simple me. 12:20 PM
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