ii used to owaz tell euu to tell me all ur thots n feelings and not bottled things up. yet now that euu done it, ii feel a bit comprehensive. hearing ur actual feelings hurts sometimes. cuz it seem like euu are thinking abt urself only.. a bit selfish. n ii dunno how to go about not to do those stuff. especially when im in low spirits. ii reli dunno how to entertain euu reli those times. end up will be ii let in. but euu knw me too well. ii was giving in cuz ii dun wan to quarrel with euu. not cuz ii accept ur excuses. then both will be upset n quiet. =( tell me how xia.
seem like ur mum still dun reli like the idea of euu n mie alone in a room. keep watching us n saying us. if euu nv tell mie, ii oso wun know de. hais. why. once wrong jiu cannot lerr meh. sho the wad nor. oreadi give her our word liao. wad else she wan xia. see euu sho stress n bother by this. scare one day euu cannot take it.. then goodness know wad will happen then. ii seriously dun wan see euu n them quarrel over me leii. T.T
meanwhile, euu n ii still very close together despite the quarrels. euu design ur nick til very nice. ii like! then frenzter oso put euu n mie all the way. whahaha. we oso got eat breakfast together. even tho it means ii have to wake up an hour earlier, ii dun mind. can see euu jiu gou lerr. =D 3 more years to go. hope time will pass faster! then we wun be sho stress liao. *weak smile*
| a simple me. 3:09 PM
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