pengz.. ytd 12 mar is supposed to be our 21mth anniversary. end up so many things happened.. u sms at 1+am 12mar ask me abt wad i had been hiding frm u. i straight tell u the truth abt corliss n jeff thing. end up u quarrel with me. we talked thru sms plus oso talk on fone. when i decided to come clean with u i know that i may lose u. but then i oreadi see u as the one im really gonna married when i grow older thats y i decided sae all out.. end up... hais.
slpt 3+hrs nia i jiu cant slp anymore. all the way im slping n waking up at every single noise. i guess its cuz i thot u will sms me n tell me u will forgive me. but u didnt. wake up 11am bath then get out go down view my workplace. no appetite. didnt eat much. even vomitted out my medicine. life sucks knowing u r gone. reach home. saw u online. nv say anything to me oso. darkness overwhelm me. juz keep staring at tv hoping time will pass faster than i can juz slp and forget everything.
suddenly i heard the everytime ringtone. i knew u had called me. i ans n all u said was u at fl if wan come dwn. i sae bye and went down. saw u then u said ltr then u call me come out. started shivering =\ 10+pm u n corliss started talking but i didnt catch much of it as that guy voice too soft. u started asking me qns abt i reply til very the wad i knw cuz i dun wish to quarrel with u but.. T.T in the end corliss, desmond and chun huat be my witness that i promise to change cuz of u n not do the same mistake again. n we patch on the spot ard 11+ ba.
i feel apprehensive. patch lerr. u still nv talk to me n sit far. still muz corliss ask us sit closer blah. but at least u got offer me ur drink hehes. then u said wanna leave at ard 12+ n i wonder i how. then i juz folo behind u. still muz hold ur hand 1st u this zhu nao! after that talk like normal nor. reach home as ur mum in ur room we use sms communicate. talk things hao hao make things clear lerr n poof! we r like usual liaos!~ sadden that cant hug u to slp.. ur mum pretty scare abt us =( nbm. i trust we can get thru this period de. hehes. but still, i still fear that one day u again go back to ur old ways.. as u had given me the benefit of doubt, i think i will do the same. love ya owaz!~ =DDDDDD~
| a simple me. 11:57 AM
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