can i just freaking end my life? can i just get u out of my mind? tell me how to stop thinking about you. tell me how to stop missing those days. 14 june 2004 to 20 jan 2006. ended just like that. ignoring me. not even frenz. refused to face me. msn so the cruel. 'Say good to everything Thers nothing between us anymore. Let everything go ba'. how long more you wanna put that as ur nick? are you trying to convince me or urself? email. its owaz email. its owaz the same words. crap leii. argh. y cant u just face everything? why? why must u keep everything hidden to urself? why? both of us are suffering lorsh. cant we just freaking start over? or at least tell me u dun love me lerr. give me a reason to get over u. so wanna msg u. so worried abt u. so wanna be with u. all these u knw de. why is it all around me are happy couples? why do i seem to be the only one with such problem. why? hais. fook la. i really dunno wad to do without you. be back when i feel better or worse. *gone*
| a simple me. 10:40 AM
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Friday, January 20, 2006
was i dumb or wad? i guess so. another break up. supposedly i caused it de. he not in good mood. i emailed him scold him n said i dunno when my string will break. he not happy. reply email sae then suan lerr be frenz. i msned him. he sae ya he means it. then end of topic liaos. argh. should be happy. why am i not then? crapper me. kns. wanna cry liaos. hais.
| a simple me. 11:13 PM
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