i have no idea where to start or shd i even start writing this entry. its back to the same old stuff. why must this happen? i rather u dun tell me its holiday now. i rather u didnt promised me to accompany me to movies n dinner. wads the use of making such promises when u dun do them? gave empty promises to get wad u wan frm me. is it even fair to me? i reli dunno wad to say lei. why must u owaz be this way? let things be nice for few weeks. after that go back to same old ways of meeting once a week or fortnightly. do u nid me? was i wrong abt u?
u reli think i loves crying in fornt of u n quarreling with u every other week meh? if u dun treat me this way, will i even have complains in the 1st place? u put her over me. its so freaking obvious. she is the only ger u replied msgs n calls to. yet she isnt even ur stead. u said u didnt go stead with me bcuz she rejected u. u said its bcuz u liked/loved me. is it reli the fact? am i reli over sensitive? i have no idea. i dun wish to be this way de.
why cant we be like in dreams? so happy together. so free no worries. everybody knows abt our r/s. all approve us. all envious us see us as the perfect couple. holding hands in hands going from places to places. so much fun. but when i wake up, reality came crashing down on me. reality is not same as dreams. so much more i have to face. the tears.. everything. hais.
| a simple me. 4:51 PM
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