i have no idea where to start or shd i even start writing this entry. its back to the same old stuff. why must this happen? i rather u dun tell me its holiday now. i rather u didnt promised me to accompany me to movies n dinner. wads the use of making such promises when u dun do them? gave empty promises to get wad u wan frm me. is it even fair to me? i reli dunno wad to say lei. why must u owaz be this way? let things be nice for few weeks. after that go back to same old ways of meeting once a week or fortnightly. do u nid me? was i wrong abt u?
u reli think i loves crying in fornt of u n quarreling with u every other week meh? if u dun treat me this way, will i even have complains in the 1st place? u put her over me. its so freaking obvious. she is the only ger u replied msgs n calls to. yet she isnt even ur stead. u said u didnt go stead with me bcuz she rejected u. u said its bcuz u liked/loved me. is it reli the fact? am i reli over sensitive? i have no idea. i dun wish to be this way de.
why cant we be like in dreams? so happy together. so free no worries. everybody knows abt our r/s. all approve us. all envious us see us as the perfect couple. holding hands in hands going from places to places. so much fun. but when i wake up, reality came crashing down on me. reality is not same as dreams. so much more i have to face. the tears.. everything. hais.
| a simple me. 4:51 PM
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Friday, October 21, 2005
kinda expected but still disappointed. we are back to square one. no replying my msgs. no more frequent meeting. thanks to the fact now u are having holidays. during the time when u got sch he oreadi meet bros everyday. now? only difference is meet bros MORE hours per day n meet me lesser. n as usual, gave me empty promises. the dinner n the movie ar? up till now no see. meet u on tue oso say i think about it the jiu end of topic. zzz. no comments. BOOOO!
| a simple me. 4:52 PM
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
hehehe. so happy! these past one month things between us changed for the better a lot a lot liao wor. firstly, the number of times we meet has increased. then now we oso chat almost everyday liao. then when together he oso very dote on me this n that. wad else? i happy til dunno wad to say liao xia. let me think...
yesterday is our 16mths anniversary liao. he actually rmbr n can tell me how long LOL. the got say some things i long time never hear from his mouth liao. really enjoyed myself last nite. the way we talked n looked at each other... the way we communicate without a problem.. things really improved a lot wor. do u know last nite u even let me take pics of u willingly? n not just 1 pic nia. a lot lorsh but i never keep all cuz hp no space lerr LOL. so surprised he let me xia. taken a lot of post but hor not u weird then i weird hahaha. but nbm. wad i wan see is u. :))
next week u holiday liao lerr n u promise pei wo qu kan movie n makan. hahaha. i now thinking of where to go leis. cuz i oso wanna buy u winnie the pooh then u can hug. so poor doraemon. i mean poor u. sensitive nose then doraemon owaz attract the dust. thus u cannot hug it to slp. puipuipui. baddie. now i aim to find a poohbear which is in pampers or doraemon cloth de. hope can find in time for ur bdae. keke. love u to bits n pieces! muackies!
| a simple me. 8:35 AM
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
yahoo! last nite i had so much fun! i di siao u in msn about ur nick then u got play back with me. whahaha. each time u changed a new nick the i copy urs or rebuke u sumtin. then ni bu shuang then changed n "argue" with me. end up i win. whahaha. nice nice. long time since we like that talked lerr. happy xia. then when go over ur house oso very sweeet. the way we talked n ur actions when i pulled a muscle. then the way u said those heart melting stuff... makes me feel like i'm in heaven xia. thats no other place i wished to be other than besides u. i love u dearie. from 120604 our story has started. never will it end. not even until my last breath i promise. :))
| a simple me. 12:38 AM
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Monday, October 03, 2005
sumtimes i really dun understand wad u thinking. again we quarreled on saturday nite or shd i sae early sunday morning? u wanted me to go over but i at my cousin's house ton n left with zero bucks. so i told u i cant go over n u started saying break up n dun wanna me contact u again. still sae that wads the use being together when u need me i not there. come on, when i am sick n everything, r u by my side? have i once complain? nope i didnt. so wad makes u think u got the rite to sae me xia.
end up was i lied to my relatives because of u n u paid for my cab fare. on the way up u didnt sae a single word n i had my back face to u. it reli breaks my heart then. going into ur house same as the last time. i straight away quarrel with u n cried while u tried ur best to console me. i keep scolding u all the way n i can see u quite pek chek but u let me said u then juz held me close. overall last nite i am quite happy oso. cuz i fianlly get the feeling we r something like patch ler officially as u said if i wan others know, then say lorsh. n u promised to pei me watch movie ler. true or false hope? i have to idea. just crossing my fingers. ruixin ai weitat yong yuan.
| a simple me. 12:31 AM
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