dunno wad to sae xia.. haiz... cant believe how things turned about the past 1 year between u n me. we used to be so happy together and we ma chaim like kangaroo last time... now de us lei? drift apart til dunno like wad.. i still love u as much as last time or even more.... but i dun think i can sae the same for u. we never quarrel u can oso juz ignored me.. two weeks some more. promised me will reply my msgs. end up did u? n the excuses u giving me r super lames. each time tell me u slping n by the time u wake up is very late liao thats y no reply. wth lorsh. u shd knw i will owaz wait for ur msg no matter how late.
worse is that i saw u 2 days ago n u r so the freaking dao. ask u properly y never reply my msg didnt even ans me juz look at me then sae u wanna go home n juz turned n walked away. shouted after u if can go pei u, u didnt even reply me n contd walking. do u knw i cried like hell after that? rite at the bus stop all the way until ard 12am. lucky u got msg me tell me not to cry n change msn msg. arbo wad happen next, u n i both sure dun wan happen de.
11mths.. we off n on so long le.. from frequent meeting of everyday die down to once a week or fornightly.. how long will this go on? its not wad i wan. u shd knw wad i wan frm u. told u from the start. reli hope things will change for the better. i dun wanna make a decision we will both regret one day. i love u from the bottom of my heart. i reli do. i'll give anything juz to be by ur side forever. you are the one for me i know.
| a simple me. 11:13 PM
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