this week is a mixture of joy plus sadness. earlier in the week, i found out that u block me yet again. cried like hell for the following 3 nites as i couldnt figure out wad i had done wrong to make u blocked me. after that, on tuesdays, i lost my wallet. freaking hell so sway. that reminds me that i lost my keys 3 weeks ago n how nice u treated me then. but everytime when i lose keys sumtin terrible may happen thus so scary. put that as my msn nick so the big u didnt even msg me. actually wanna msg u sae sarcastically that, "in case u blocked me n never see my msn nick, i lost my wallet". end up i decided against it so leave it.
around like 11+ u msg me. was kinda surprise when i saw the pig but i hesitated b4 reading the msg. as expected, 1st thing u sae is sumtin unrelated to my wallet. asked me why i pinpoint u til so jialat in my msn nick. argh. at 1st i didnt de lorsh. is after i realise u blocked me than i put "all these are FAKE". so quarrel with u then u sae "aiya u wan put then put lorsh". y quarrel owaz muz like that de i asked u.
ending is that i go find u. then cried for like half an hour all the way? u didnt scold me surprisely n just hold me tight asked me not to cry. asked u y u changed so much but as usual, u juz diam. oh well. the rest of the night passes quite happily. then wed nite u oso allowed me go over find u. then hehehe, so sweet u r.. let me stayed at ur hse until the next day 10+am. haha so means i saw u 3 days in a row wor. kekeke. but hor, til last nite til now haven see u online leis. nbm i wanna think of the gd side n not jump to conclusion. so yup. love u to bits n pieces! ni shi wo de wei yi!
| a simple me. 2:02 PM
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Friday, September 23, 2005
dunno wad to sae xia.. haiz... cant believe how things turned about the past 1 year between u n me. we used to be so happy together and we ma chaim like kangaroo last time... now de us lei? drift apart til dunno like wad.. i still love u as much as last time or even more.... but i dun think i can sae the same for u. we never quarrel u can oso juz ignored me.. two weeks some more. promised me will reply my msgs. end up did u? n the excuses u giving me r super lames. each time tell me u slping n by the time u wake up is very late liao thats y no reply. wth lorsh. u shd knw i will owaz wait for ur msg no matter how late.
worse is that i saw u 2 days ago n u r so the freaking dao. ask u properly y never reply my msg didnt even ans me juz look at me then sae u wanna go home n juz turned n walked away. shouted after u if can go pei u, u didnt even reply me n contd walking. do u knw i cried like hell after that? rite at the bus stop all the way until ard 12am. lucky u got msg me tell me not to cry n change msn msg. arbo wad happen next, u n i both sure dun wan happen de.
11mths.. we off n on so long le.. from frequent meeting of everyday die down to once a week or fornightly.. how long will this go on? its not wad i wan. u shd knw wad i wan frm u. told u from the start. reli hope things will change for the better. i dun wanna make a decision we will both regret one day. i love u from the bottom of my heart. i reli do. i'll give anything juz to be by ur side forever. you are the one for me i know.
| a simple me. 11:13 PM
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
hmm the wednesday that just passed i kinda with you thanks to me losing my key.. its like msged you you never reply. then jj oso outside. then i nobdy else to find le thats y gotta called you. end up you at first dun wanna let me go over. keep saying dun wan la go fl la. n i was like, my ez link card gg no money le lorsh. then you asked wads the diff frm gg ur hse then? the answer is so obvious lorsh. if go ur hse i can kope coins frm u mah. then aft that you said you gg out. requested that u dun go out cuz of me can anot you said mai la. zz. asked you gg out with hu oso dun wan sae. make me wanna cry xia. thats y i cupped ur fone after asking you a last time. very upset n mad at you lorsh. lucky u 45min got said can go over. arbo u can forget abt me finding u in 2 weeks or at least a week. i'm serious. anyway, go over ur house le quite happy la. cuz u knw i mad mah then got try to hong me n so on. haha. the best place to be is still by your side. love u!
| a simple me. 1:15 PM
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Monday, September 05, 2005
nth much. just wanna sae that on thur i got mit u. forget to update lol. these few days it seems like u busy with maple bcuz of the 32 hrs marathon thing. so hope can mit up soon lorsh. see u lor. oh ya. morning i saw ur mum while waiting for bus to sch. lols. she ask me how come so late go sch n so on. after than jiu separate ways le. guess she going work or wad ba. but weird lei thot now pri sch n sec sch hols? not reli my problem la. whahaha. just being kpo. miss u lotz dear. huggies.
| a simple me. 10:31 PM
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