haiz. wad do you wan from me xia.. your current nick is wanted. wad did u wan that u oreadi get? thats wad i wanna know. and obviously, i doubt you will tell me. n its driving me mad.. then ytd saw you at funland.. our eyes met but you gave me such a fierce look then i straight away turn away. why xia... how long must we carry on this way? when will you wanna let others know abt us? now that nobody knows about us, its so possible that you fall for a girl in sch n brothers may try help u jio her. not that i no confidence in you. is i no confidence in myself. after all you refused to let others know abt us. why i have no idea. n its upsetting me. n its so the wad that we have to quarrel when my auntie is here. it just makes me all the more depressing n lost. haiz.... keep crying this n that.. n my common test is just tmr... dunno how xia... *sobsob*
// its not that i wanna be a crybaby in front of you.. its juz that i couldnt help myself at times you must understand..
| a simple me. 2:13 PM
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
honestly speaking i dun understand what the hell you are thinking lor. must you owaz chase me go home? must you use ignoring me and making me cant take it anymore then cry and left depressingly? fun is it? when i listen to you and leave, did you even notice? only know to say me when i dun listen. what is the meaning of this? normally go ur hse i couldnt sleep much de cuz i sure worry abt you this and that. yet time again and again i say i wanna go over. why? its all bcuz i wanna pei you more. true la. the time we spend together mostly is happy. but when its time to leave, do you have to make it such a big deal? do you even bother think why i did wad i did? i dunno wad to say la. looks like you chase me out is cuz of ur game. wadever. suan le. you can forget abt me finding you the next few days. goodbye.
| a simple me. 10:38 AM
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honestly speaking i dun understand what the hell you are thinking lor. must you owaz chase me go home? must you use ignoring me and making me cant take it anymore then cry and left depressingly? fun is it? when i listen to you and leave, did you even notice? only know to say me when i dun listen. what is the meaning of this? normally go ur hse i couldnt sleep much de cuz i sure worry abt you this and that. yet time again and again i say i wanna go over. why? its all bcuz i wanna pei you more. true la. the time we spend together mostly is happy. but when its time to leave, do you have to make it such a big deal? do you even bother think why i did wad i did? i dunno wad to say la. looks like you chase me out is cuz of ur game. wadever. suan le. you can forget abt me finding you the next few days. goodbye.
| a simple me. 10:38 AM
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
hey hey. yesterday we meet again wor. actually i didnt really expect it de. but thought i would just give it a try so msg ask u when can hug u again hahaha. then think 20min ltr ni jiu reply wan come jiu come lor. keke. but wasnt reli that happy at first. cuz i haven even went over ni jiu ask me the next time wad time i plan to leave. tell u the time le ni qiu complain so late. thus its kinda better off u dun ask me lor. thats why when i over at ur hse the first hour keep picking a quarrel with you and even cried. but like last tiem, u didnt console me. just threaten if i cry blah blah. oh well, doesnt matter la. together with you is really happy though. just wish we can spend more time together and you will msg me more jiu hao. love ya lots. muackies.
| a simple me. 3:01 PM
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Friday, July 22, 2005
haiz... why u like that? do u knw by doing nothing u r hurting me? u dun reply my usual msg like "wad u doing" jiu suan le doesnt matter since i am used to it. but asked u if u wanna meet u dun even reply me lor. i mean, wad the lor. come on, all u have to reply is wan or dun wan. is it so freaking hard? do u have to ignore my msg n make me sad? wads worse is that right after i sms u ni jiu go "offline" in msn. this give me the feeling u blocking me again. but wad did i do this time that u have to block me? its so unfair lor. now is wad month le? july lei. that toot incident is last year dec lor. 7mths have past. yet u still treating me this way. wad u really wan from me xia? i cannot make u do wad i wan u to do. i can only hope for more. but wad u doing is find me n pei me for maybe 2-3 weeks then after that u disappear. is this how u treat the one u love? do u knw the silence b/w us is killing me? its not making me feel any better seriously. wallowing in tears every night is NOT wad i wan from this r/s. u muz owaz rmbr that n consider my feelings. pls weitat. *sob sob*
| a simple me. 10:21 AM
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Monday, July 18, 2005
hehe.. ytd went over find u again.. i was a bit worrying wun see u for another week cuz the whole wkend u busy with brothers as it was soon weng n wei hao's bdae. surprisely last nite u talk to me on msn. forst ask me for song. then as abt the music converter. i searched omost 15min for it xia. haha.. then after that ni jiu wen wo wad time sch.. then jiu say wanna hug me now!~ hahaha.. then jiu go over find u. then i sae u owe me long long muack but end up u kiss a while nia. zzz. but better than nth keke. then got hug me to see quite long oso. but hor, u baddie de. slp half way ask me slp further a bit. end up i no pillow T.T at least u not that blur. got wake up see me then realise i slp no pillow n bloster then straight away move over n get new bloster. hehehe. so sweet!~ then this morning got give me morning hug oso. but hor, ni like zhu. lai zhuang for half an hr. then got sae u dun wanna go sch. scare me xia. end up i there bug u then u finally awake ard 640am. thats good. very happy wor. hehehe. *huggies laogong tite*
| a simple me. 10:45 PM
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
keke.. still very happy now me.. haha.. cuz i got go over pei u on wed mahh.. then u oso very good to me.. got help me cover blanket this n that.. n got hug me til u fall to slp.. so happy!~ hehehe.. then hor.. ur nick now is Xi2oTat.. when i first saw it i felt quite puzzled. then it hits me it shd be stand for xintat ba. 2 = n rite? cuz when u rotate n 90 deg clockwise its like a 2 mah... the o shd be juz stand for dot ba. wonder if i am rite dear? dun dare ask u lei.. cuz scare ltr u go change ur nick or block me then i jiu will sad de.. i think u put that is cuz u dun wanna ppl knw we together rite so put like that jiu not obvious mah. haha.. see i so clever kwn wad u thinking! =X anyway if it reli stands for xintat, then jiu very good!~ do u knw when i saw the nick i all the way smile til my jaws pain? hahaha.. cuz it reli make me very delighted.. i think its a very good signal hehe.. dunno wad else to say! cant fnd the words to describe my feelings rite now xia! i love u laogong! muacks n huggies! =D
| a simple me. 12:31 AM
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
i dunno wad am i reli feeling now frankly speaking.. sad you bu sad like that. as usual, u block me frm msn again. it didnt came as a surprise of cuz but still, i felt disappointed.. why like that? wad u reli wan frm me? where got ppl in love like that de? do u knw how envious i am of the couples ard us? in front of frenz, we machaim hi-bye frenz only. do u knw how hurting that is? like we having secret affair or wad. why must this way? how long do u wanna be this way? another 1 yr? i dunno if i can take it anot. i reli very heartbroken. told u the truth u refused to believe me.. wad did i do xia? that thing past so long le lor.. haiz.. i reli dunno la.. then now wei hao's nick is 'O v e r'. i keep thinking u r the one hu ask him put de n let me see de lor. dunno la. only a fool like me will love u so much. u dun have the looks nor brain n aint a joker. still, i love u n clung onto u dunno like wad. juz waiting here n hanging by a thread.. think i gonna break down soon.. laogong, tell me the truth.. can mah?
| a simple me. 12:59 AM
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
nothing new lor.. u still got reply my sms n pm in msn ocassionally so i am happy. today wanna go find u de but u nv reply me lei.. guess u busy ba so doesnt matter lor. perhaps tue? sure hope so.. anyway saw u 3 times in 9 days. its still calls for a joy kekeke. love ya lots. muackies.
| a simple me. 10:46 PM
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
in five days i saw u three times wor. hehe. alternate days somemore. keke. are things returning back to like last time? hahaha.. i feel so n i hope so wor. i so happy!~ rmbr the 3 tests i said i wanna put u thru? n i think u only fail the 1st one ba. cuz our 1yr u nv pei me mah. but i didnt blame u as we not reli a year lor cuz of the many breakups in b/w. 2nd test is i scare u like elseone. looking at the situation now, i fail u never fall for another ger so meaning u pass. 3rd test definitely is my bdae. even though u didnt wish me happy bdae n gib me present, u did show that u r jealous over the bros for they are joking with me n some even come down acc me talk. haha. then at nite u oso got acc me. so kai xin!~ with u by my side, its reli the best gift i can ever have. thx laogong!~ i love u to bits n pieces!~
| a simple me. 1:19 PM
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
even though u didnt wish me happy birthday n give me present, but still, i am very happy. cuz u r jealous over chun fa n ice they all as they keep talking to me in fl. then hor, u oso got msg kinda like scold me for nv msg u. this shows that u do care. hehehe. so happy wor. then u oso let me pei u. then u so the sweet de wor. i asked u for prezzie then u ans me wad i am thinking; "ur present is me lor". haha. a bit bhb but hor, yup. u r definitely wad i wan for my birthday thx dear pei me wor. reli very happy last nite. then today in msn msg u oso got reply me =D love is in the air yet again!~ (^(oO)^) loves (o'-'o)!!
| a simple me. 11:50 PM
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