hmm... these few days whenever i got thing i wanna tell him i will used email msg him de.. why have things come to sho a pathetic state ar? i oso dunno lei. wanted sho much to apologise to him. but its like.. i dunno where to start lor. plus its not entirely moi fault.. if he did nth wrong, we wouldnt have end up this way either. then hor, i oso dun wan go back to that kind of unsteady r/s. sho unsure of wad to do now... hmmm i said to myself that i will wait for a month or two b4 deciding wad to do lei.. then ppl around me keep saying we sure will patch again lor. diaos.. juz cause we owaz been patching n breaking.. wtf lor... this time i seriously feel its the end lor.... dunno la....
it seems like he still care.... dunno lei.. he msg yan all the weird weird msg... wad julia cannot go out these few days ar... wad dun trust julia la.. you believe her words meh.. all the fucking hurting words.. dammit de lor... since when i offended him xia.. dun care act as if care for wad... dunno lei.. kor asked me to trust my feelings.. but i seriously dunno wad my feelings ish telling me.... i feel he cant be faked de.. but thing is.... why he changed sho the very fast then? fark up la... dun wanna think la.. haix....
| a simple me. 8:58 PM
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