blog can u move? then take a knife n stab me? cuz i suddenly damn super freaking stress n blurred. wad happen is that i suddenly dunno why keep thinking abt wad happen that day. its like, i suddenly not sure of myself if that day he wanna break anot de. cuz when he brought up the past, i juz went blank as i dun wan him keep thinking abt that past. so i told him if he reli that bothered over it, then we break lor. suddenly it occurs to me that he may not wanted break. he may juz be telling me his thoughts nia. realising this got me freaked out. i got a feeling i reli did wrong by saying break! argh! then i msg him ask him. as expected, he bo reply. but i got a feeling he haven slp. crap!!! dun think i can slp tonite. >.<~ where is the ans which i so badly need?
oh yah. i wanna sae sumtin. though me n him broke only 3 days, this time it felt like 3 weeks. the time is reli crawling by super duper idiotically slowly. n its driving me mad! i wanna say sorry to him lei.. but its like, i dun think he will care lor. then if we patch, n he's gonna treat me that way again, how can i take it xia? i'm caught in the middle. follow my heart or lets things take their natural path?
| a simple me. 3:53 AM
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