Do you know wad is frustrated? Never did know that being in love can be so much of a pain. Its reli a hard decision to make; to stay or to leave. If I were to leave him, I will feel not at ease. I sure will keep on worrying about him, is he taking care of himself n all that. But if I were to continue being with him, its kinda like a torturement to myself. Cuz he dun even appreciate me as his stead. Neither do he reli treat me as stead. Find me onli when needs me or miss me badly. Other than that? Juz throw me aside as if I dun exist. Wad the fuck lor. Can I ever find him when I need him? The ans is no. But whenever he calls me, do I appear in front of him? Yes I do. Still say patch le wun treat me this way. End up now wad am I facing? Again his attitude. Ask him if muz avoid me like a ghost, he actually replied me “yes”. Which reli upsets me lor. I am giving him a mth’s time. If when we reach a yr’s anniversary, things are this way… I think I sure will have a final break. Cuz to be with him, I gave up my freedom. I gave up mj n my attitude. He gotta show me that he is worth it. If not, I guess it’s the end.
| a simple me. 11:08 PM
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