where shd i start? or maybe i dun even have to start. the understatement ish there; we broke up again. who initiate it? u of cuz. reason ish cant forget wad happen that night when corliss ish drunk. i did nth with corliss lor. i reli didnt do anything lor. anyone n everyone can think i am cheap slut. but u ish moi love.. how can u think that way of me? rather pei bros then me. with me sians. these are all excuses. i think fact ish u dun love me le. juz using me like a toy.. find me when u nid me.. when dont nid me, disappear until dunno where. i really wanna hate u for all the pain u caused me since oct. but i cant bring myself to hate u. i cant. i juz cant do it. i i am at the point of no return. juz sinking in deeper cuz i put my all in this r/s. yet i get nth back. but i am not like u. i dun regret being with u. cuz i love u loads. more than u know. i will be waiting.. juz like i promise.
*tears roll down my cheek as i write each email.. but do u even care? **do u still love me? or r u really as heartless as they say?
back to crying.. back to broken thoughts n shattered dreams.. back to the world of lonliness. but still i find myself loving u.. day n nite u r on my mind.. i dun care what u say. i dun care what ppl think of me. this ish how i will be. not as if u care. juz take a knife n stab me. i dun wanna carry on.
| a simple me. 6:26 AM
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