why does it seems as though i am walking in a circle all over again? off and on, he blow hot and cold. pei me a week. then disappear a week and so on. or will he change pattern and ignore me for two weeks now? i oso have no idea. juz knw i am tired. all i want ish his love and concern. i nver request that we muz meet everyday. all i need ish a msg or 2 frm him a day. is it sho hard to achieve? i really dun get what he ish thinking. and why am i holding on? anything for him ish worth it. but will the ending be one that i want? or will it all go to the drain? why ish it sho hard for him to qian jiu me? haven i done enuff for him? i reli am lost in this game of love. i am at the point of no return for i have fallen in too deep. i beg u weitat. stop sending me mixed signals. i reli going to breakdown liao. i beg u... *crying*
| a simple me. 1:17 AM
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