this few days been quite the.. i dunno. felt weird. like something is missing from my life. i lost him i know. felt so empty without him. i lost interest in everything around me. i no longer go funland or hands itch wanna play mj. i dun have a good appetite now. everyday i onli take 1 meal in sch. lost 2kg in just 5days. i dun believe it either but its true. lucky for me, i managed to find things to occupy myself during the day thus i did not break down in tears. have i gone too far by saying those hurtful words? for once, his msn nick remains same 4 straight 5days; "Single better or steads better?" seems like he realise his mistake.. shd i give him n stop making myself miserable? lets juz c how things go ba. *sigh*
| a simple me. 11:22 PM
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